My brother was found dead. Gunshot wound. Was just told that he was dead and that it was a gunshot, We don't even know if it was self inflicted or not. I feel bad because that is certainly a possibility. He had so much more to live for than me, He was smarter, more charismatic, wittier. The evidence seems to be very much toward suicide. I just can't believe it. He was twenty years old. He could have done anything. I just heard about this a half hour ago. I didn't cry until I wrote a message on his wall on facebook. I just sort of had to say goodbye.
Andrew Bird was my brother's favorite musician.
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It was basically confirmed that it was suicide. The reason is likely to do with a girl. He shot himself in the heart. I still don't understand.
I made a facebook post and there was such a tremendous response from all his friends. I don't have many friends on there... but he does. He had a lot of friends in general. He was well liked, and every one of them, like myself, they leave posts along the lines of "RIP Jake", but also... they can't imagine how this could have happened. Jake was an optimistic person, he was positive and idealistic. He believed life was worth living, that's the impression I and everyone else got.
And here is the spiffy man now.
Boss
what the fuck thats awful i feel bad for you man
NeverHundred
I'm getting to the point were the intial shock is wearing off and I'm waiting for someone to tell me this is all a joke, or that this is a dream I'm about to wake up from.